Life is a Bitch.

Thursday, February 12, 2009'♥

Been feeling rather emo lately
Idky. Period? Hopefully.

Things seem to be all ok on surface for me.
But in actual fact, its so not very.
Been thinking quite alot these days.
ARGHHHH! I feel like killing!
Time is so not enough for me already.
N its gonna be worst now.
M i just lousy at juggling stuffs or what.
Why do i feel SO suffocated.
I thought i should feel happy that my wish finally comes true?
Why am i starting to get so worry about stuffs that r not even happening?
This is so not me. SO NOT ME.
Why do i have to hide behind this fucking mask again!
I dont feel like talking!
I dont feel like laughing!
I dont feel like doing anything!
I just crave for alcohols & fags.
Its been weeks, n i still dread going to work.
I tried to be determine & i wanna stay strong to fight against all odds.
Again, im just lousy.
Im bad at copping with all these idiotic stuffs esp STRESS.
N its turning things upside down flat.
I cant take it anymore. Seriously.
I feel really upset, frustrated and lethargic.

All tied up. I wanna break free so much.
But consequences?
Why is there always so much responsibilities tied to whatever things i do.
Cut it.
Im drained enough. Really.

Zombie@2/12/2009 03:32:00 PM

.HERSELF.

__.x.__natalie__.x.__
__.x.__2nd June__.x.__
__.x.__facebook__.x.__

.HER.LOVES.

+ Peace
+ Freedom
+ Chilling
+ Drinking
+ Bitching
+ Surprises
+ Retail-Therapy

.HER.HATES.

+ Liars
+ Noise
+ Quarrels
+ Emptiness
+ Childish-ness
+ Emptiness
+ Restrictions
+ Feeling Lost
+ Feeling Trapped
+ Misunderstandings

.HER.WISHES.

+ Peace

+ Better Future

+ 48hrs Everyday

+ Overseas Trips